What does Resistance feel like? First, unhappiness. We feel like hell. A low-grade misery pervades everything. We’re bored, we’re restless. We can’t get no satisfaction. There’s guilt but we can’t put our finger on the source. We want to go back to bed; we want to get up and party. We feel unloved and lovable. We’re disgusted. We hate our lives. We hate ourselves….At this point vices kick in. Dope, adultery, web surfing.